Meanderings...
After almost twenty years of trying to find my voice, I am once again confronted by a blank page. Ever since I can remember I have possessed a penchant for keeping my thoughts, emotions, and ideas about the world within the safe confines of my head where they remain unassailable, free from judgment, speculation, and ridicule. My big sister once observed that “one of the greatest struggles that arises from being a human being (besides living and loving) is loneliness. Loneliness does not always have to do with the number of people around; more profoundly, it comes from the connections one can (or cannot) make from one's experiences to the experiences of others.”
Some time ago however, I realized that I am not content just to be alive; rather I desire to live and to do so deliberately. And so, here I am, putting my thoughts, ideas, and experiences out there for the world to read that I might overcome alexithymia. In doing so, I hope to gain a clearer understanding of myself by sharing and partaking in the cathartic effects of language. –AB
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Acknowledging Privilege
"So ______ sent me that youtube video that you had posted to your profile. the white becoming visible part 1...are you kidding me Amanda?
I can understand about being angry and enraged about the past...but you HAVE to be kidding me saying that EVERYONE is a racist STILL. It really bothers me and makes me angry, because last time I checked I can't get a scholarship for school because of the color of my skin.
I don't know if you've actually looked recently but there aren't white ONLY colleges or Hispanic ONLY colleges... Now isn't that an interesting twist in pointing fingers at Racists? I sure as heck think so. You want to talk about oppression, how about my family AMERICAN INDIANS the very first people that F'ed over in this country. But did you know the only way I can get help for college is if I can actually PROVE what tribe and family name I came from... Would you have to do that? Do you think that in order to get help from UNCF (United Negro College Fund) you'd have to PROVE that you came from a slave family? hmm... didn't think so. "Minorites", I use that loosly because white are becoming the minority, are given GREAT opportunities that I'll never even see. I just really wish that they'd see that, before pulling the race card. OH and before you even get the idea about calling ME a racist...remember what church I grew up in...I WAS THE MINORITY."

1 comment:
I get the feeling that they didn't watch the whole set of videos... but maybe even if they did they would have the same angry reaction and not take any of it to heart anyway...
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